oh no what if i'll never be good #5

 Hi blog!

maybe this should be more like a once a month thing where I share my monthly revelation bc theres always something yk. Ok so when I say "good" you might think "good at what you chungus" so im going to tell you what I mean ok. "Good" as in at school, at sport, at art, at friend, at whatever. and i'll be the first to say that I have failed more than ive done well in about everything ive ever done. and I KNOW some people are special sallys and theyre blessed and touched by the hands of God and are goated at it all but I am not one of those people.

so the fear is once I strike the gold of failure for just the millionth time and then its there. 

oh no what if ill never be good

and thats a big issue if you ask me. but I'm pretty sure all problems have solutions unless your name is Schrodinger or something. so here is amals magical unicorn take:

- a definition of "good" is about as subjective as that dress that is obvi gold and white you poser. so good does not have to be defined by winning or by the handshake from that one teacher or by the oohs and ahhs your friends and family give. good to me is this: would me from a year ago be excited. and 6 out of 7 times the answer is yes. becuase if you exist you evolve and if you evolve you grow and that is so exicting.

- the most precious thing we have on this earth is each other (and ourselves) so no matter what you do, let it bring you love. figure the rest out ok that makes it more fun

- drive is a circle- if you want to be better if you want to be great if you want to be crazy good that itself is fuel to push you forward. and as long as youre moving forward you will grow. BUT theres also the other end of that table which is that you cant pray to catch the bus and then walk to the station

so to wrap it up like a stunning and ice cream gift- you will be good and probably in a way you didnt think you would be but its not about the red and shine around your neck its the hands that hold onto you and the flesh that taints your cheek. #philosiophic

thats all see you next month probably bye love you stay chungus!!!!