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oh no what if i'll never be good #5

 Hi blog! maybe th is should be more like a once a month thing where I share my monthly revelation bc theres always something yk. Ok so when I say "good" you might think "good at what you chungus" so im going to tell you what I mean ok. " Good " as in at school, at sport, at art, at friend, at whatever. and i'll be the first to say that I have failed more than ive done well in about everything ive ever done. and I KNOW some people are special sallys and theyre blessed and touched by the hands of God and are goated at it all but I am not one of those people. so the fear is once I strike the gold of failure for just the millionth time and then its there.  oh no what if ill never be good and thats a big issue if you ask me. but I'm pretty sure all problems have solutions unless your name is Schrodinger or something. so here is amals magical unicorn take: - a definition of "good" is about as subjective as that dress that is obvi gold and w...

ppl pleasing vs being nice #4

 Hey guys im back!! idk if anyone really cares about this little blog but I do so thats probably enough. Today I went on a super fun expedition to Costco. I love you costco . Anyways, I was at the food court and I really super wanted a sweet treat (as one does) so I go to the little ciosc (idk how to spell it :( and i buy an ice cream cup with CHOCOLATE SYPURP this is vital to the story so dont forget ok. So i wait my turn (a whopping 20 mins) and this super nice lady I think her name was Silvia hands me a cup that contains: 1) some vanilla ice cream 😄👰💜 2) strawberry syrup 😀 now this wouldnt be a big deal except for the fact i stongly dislike strawberry drizzle there were chunks and evrything it was truly disheartening. This nice lady realizes and offers me like 3 times to remake it. I figured she was really busy and I didnt want to make her life harder so I just took it. long story short i went back, bought the one i wanted, and waited 10 more mins. THE POINT IS i probably...

Trisha Paytas and Why I Care #3

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 Hey Guys!!! Im back after about a month of putting writing off. Between school and sports and totally forgetting ive been pretty distracted. Do not fret, for I am back!!! Let me preface today's rant by saying Trish (my diva) has in fact done some problematic things which I do not support and I will not defend. If you dont know who Trisha Paytas is please do some googling (although not knowing who she is would practically make you amish). OK LET ME TALK NOW T risha Paytas has been so. many. things. The many people, ideologies, and personalities Trisha has embodied surpasses a spectrum. From the beginning her life was kinda really sad. Her parents were super wack, and she struggled with mental health totally suckyface. Trisha's success kinda comes from a sense of narcissism. She knew that without interjecting herself into the spotlight, she would never escape the landfart of Illinois.  She lowkey had (diagnosed) personality issues (just take a look at her YouTube), and did the ...

the teen girl fantasy and fomo #2

  Hey guys! I'm back and blogging sooo yea. ☺ Incase youre illiterate or something the title of this blog is "the teen girl fantasy and fomo," which could be a tiny bit confusing so let me catch you up.    From my experience as a teenage girl, it can be lowk easy to fear missing out. The "teen girl fantasy" is what I can only describe as what you watched on disney channel growing up.  Yk like everyone's driving a cute convertible on the beach,  there just so happens to be a bunch of cute boys to play volleyball with and even tho u don't play volleyball everyone's rlly good and all is well. Or something like that basically a perfect world where you can be gorgeously overtaken by drama, boys who don't care about you, and a seemingly unlimited amount of money.  Obvi life isn't like that- and maybe you didn't want it to be. But I still feel like theres an unrealistic expectation of fun summers and aesthetic school years that probs won't...

bring back blogging #1

 ok so here I go! I'm not totally sure where the idea came from- maybe it was buried under a ton of brain fat. Anyways, I love to yap and I figured if theres anyone who'd like to listen to my rants in a more literetical way NOW YOU CAN!!!!! Omg wait I just figured out I can change colors look!  To be completely translucent, I didn't totally know what a blog was until 3 days ago when I had the  revelation. I wish I could say it came to me in a dream but my dreams are too lame for that. I'm most familliar with Gossip Girl, Gossip Girl, and (thats all I can think of) as the blogs of the century. Hopefully this will make the list. I feel like blogging has kinda died down in popularity      probs bc people are less inclined to actually read but I dont know it could be worse. I'll try to keep these relativly short so it doesn't feel like youre skimming through assigned reading but rather that youre skimming through unicorn awesome bubblegum flavored ice crea...